Whiteslip

Lingerie has turned me on from an early age. I remember the excitement when the new Sears catalog arrived and I learned to masturbate to the pages of women in slips, panties, and nighties.

In my early teens something made me go into my M*m’s drawer and try on her panties and I was hooked. To avoid getting caught I would go to the laundry tub and take out one of the dirty nylon panties so I could cum in them without her knowing ( I think :-) ). And oh the joy when I would find a slip ... maybe that’s why they are my biggest turn-on today.

When I got married, the wife’s dirty panties took over for my private pleasure, and I learned the thrill of going into the lingerie dept. and picking out sexy teddies or nighties and panties to give her for Valentines, or Anniversary. I would get so hard and cummed in my pants more than a few times. Then the thought hit me ... why not buy something for myself? So it started .... my secret stash was never very big, just a few panties, slips, teddies, stockings. My job took me out of town frequently, and i would go to the local Dept. Store and pick out something new that caught my eye and gave my little cock a twinge, to go along with what I had packed. I would dress as soon as I was in the hotel for the night, until I had to go out in the morning. I never wore anything under my clothes during the day, it kept the anticipation of getting back to the hotel that much more exciting.

My wife knew I loved lingerie, and she enjoyed wearing it but I kept my little secret to myself. When we divorced after many years, and I was free to dress when I pleased, I got curious if I was alone in my fetish. So I did some web searching, to find out there are plenty like me, and to my surprise I found myself very turned on by seeing other men in lingerie. I switched from heterosexual porn to sites with cross dressing. I had never had gay thoughts or urges before, but somehow seeing another cock pressing through sexy panties or peeping out under a pretty slip got me so hot.

I am remarried, and my new wife found me out when I left a pair of panties and stockings in my suitcase after a business trip. She of course thought I was screwing around with women, so I came out to her, and showed her my secret stash. It took some convincing, and some time, but she got OK with it especially after she saw how much more turned on I got when fucking while we are both dressed.

But what turns me on the most is getting dressed alone, and getting on line searching galleries and videos of crossdressed men in lingerie. Regular gay sex does nothing for me, I avoid looking at it as much as possible. But men in lingerie fucking, sucking, kissing and cumming drives me wild. I fantasize about fondling another cock in panties, or kissing and sucking through a sexy slip. Of getting fucked with my legs up and stockings on. I think I would go through with it if the right opportunity came up.

Turn-offs are naked men, regular gay sex, big cocks and anything to do with pissing.

Small cocks are beautiful, I prefer circumcised but uncut if the rest of the package is good. When I fantasize about taking a cock in my mouth it is under 6” and cut.